21 August 2002
queasy, nervous, and empty (but all in all, i'm actually good today!)
well, i'm in a stupor today. totally tired. the night before last i got 5 hours of sleep (seems to have been a trend!) -- and yesterday i got sick: migraine and then i was completely nauseous. not a happy camper was i.
had a good meeting with leslie on campus - a professor i've RA'd for - saw some good friends, gossiped a bit,
FINISHED MY VEIL with my mom-in-law - it looks fantastic!!!
in any case, otherwise, i can't say much except i'm not ready to move, definitely not in terms of what has to be done. and i'm still in my pj's bumming around. i'm nervous, scared... two nights ago i had my first empty feeling flashback incident -- what it felt like when we were apart for 2 years, and saw each other once a month, or once every 6 weeks, for a weekend. not a happy thing. this year will be better, but still, no fun.
ok, gaters, later.
dandlioneyes at 9:35 am