02 February 2003
insecurities
not so happy tonight. i hate putting my sweetie on the plane to head out west. i'm here, out east, and we should be together.
to make matters worse, really, if i get the fellowship we launch into distance-sepparation-overdrive, which i am not sure i can handle. stupid. i want the fellowship, i don't want the separation, and i don't know how i'm going to juggle that.
dandlioneyes at 9:26 pm