05 April 2003
moonshine
listening to ballads and trying to write a paper that clearly bores the hell out of me.
had a panic attack last night, but kept it in check with a bath, several phonecalls, a good night's rest, and my murakami novel.
now, i'm in worse shape for not having worked, but c;est la vie, i guess. i need to finish this @#$%^&* paper that bores me to get it to my advisor.
the photography workshop blew yesterday, i mean, it was actually not bad, they were awesome, but i'm a photographic imbecile who can take creative and good pictures, but has no idea about the technical aspects of flash, filling in flash, x, y, z.... you know?
so i felt stupid about myself, and a whole day *oh my goodness oh my soul there goes alice down the hole* down the drain.
later gaters.
*listening to a song called moonshine. very ballady.
dandlioneyes at 11:57 am