21 August 2003
continued fears
this morning i had internet issues.
e.g., the internet had issues. it wouldn't let me log in/
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sitting here in my pjs, last day before i leave seattle, doing laundry, feeling nervous.
i'm all nervous.
i don't want to be apart from my sweetie. i really don't.
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and then again, the trip and move to germany (see prev. entry for annoyingly large picture of the place where i will live) might very well be a blessing in suprise. just to get away from all the crap. to have a change of scenery. to have regina kick my butt and get me back into working and caring about work.
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and then again, i have to be the one to jumpstart myself.
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later gaters. keep good thoughts coming my way.
dandlioneyes at 10:45 am