18 February 2004
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ever feel like an imposter? like people think one thing of you but you *really* know that you aren't like that at all? or maybe that you can't live up to their expectations?
ah yes, the perennial anxiety of a grad student.
cold weather, i napped, my sweetie brought my a hot-water-bottle. we're having pizza for dinner. i wish i was in hawaii. i wish i had a 9-5 job. or was independently wealthy. all sort of muddled thoughts of frustration and somehow a lack of self-confidence and the need for a warm warm warm place in the middle of winter.
dandlioneyes at 6:20 pm