10 May 2004
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i am in tears because of loud neighbors. these are new loud neighbors - or, let me rephrase that - these are old neighbors that have never been loud. i yelled and they said they would turn down the music and they haven't. he was totally drunk when he came out on the balcony.
a) party downstairs, but just laughter, they don't play music anymore after i got after them.
b) blasting turkish music.
OBVIOUSLY i have no more tolerance for urban/shared-wall living. it makes me blood pressure rise to unknown heights, i get sweaty palms, and i really have no way to deal with this anymore except with tears. two years in a row of noise, of disturbed living, once in philly, and now this... I CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS. i have no more tolerance for this. i didn't work at ALL since laundry, and what have i done? surfed the web? i guess, i can't even put together if it was in any way interesting. *ugh*. but this has got to stop. i have to find a coping mechanism. i end up feeling so vulnerable. anyone have any methods to calm down?????? even earplugs won't do any good. it is 11:45 pm, i should be in bed, but can i sleep? NO.
seriously, anybody have advice how to lower my bloodpressure?
dandlioneyes at 11:39 pm