01 July 2004
la valse a mille temps
this funky sleep-o-rama (lack of sleep-o-rama) needs to stop. okay? okay. glad we clarified that.
i can't fall asleep in the evenings, and then i wake up at 6:30 wide awake (to the music, to the birds, to the light). i doze off about 15 minutes before the alarm rings, and then i can't get up. now it is 10:30, i'm still in my pjs, and being a lazy bum. stupid.
hey, it is july! best month of the year! lets have a round of applause for july!
two months from today i'll be back in the bay area. can't believe the year is flying, has flown like this.
in a slightly better mood than last night. had a good long talk with the hubby, which made me feel better. it had to do a lot with my control-freakish nature (and how, ironically, i feel like i have to control my control-freakish nature). its odd: this year with so many things being out of my control (and that general realization), i end up micro-managing my life, and, by extension, the like of others, which can't be all that pleasant. so i need to stop. anyone have ideas of how to let things go...?
after a set of pilates exercizes i'll shower, then off to the archives. herr. m. has been at wimbledon, so i'm glad to not hear about "how, mrs. dandelioneyes, you could really stay longer dontcha think?" indeed.
later gaters!
oh, and the name of the entry? listening to it right now. that's all.
dandlioneyes at 10:30 am