14 January 2002
dog days
6:44 am. seems early. except i've been up since 4:30. i have that bleary eyed (they sting and itch and feel dry) feeling. my muscles are sore. but i wanted to go to the grayhound station downtown to drop my dad off, who is on his way to champaign-urbana. man, i'm tired. in any case, it's bizarre, crowded at 6 but totally disorganized. a mess. long lines forming two hours before a bus leaves, noise, smells, hectic hustle and bustle.
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i feel increasingly anxious about tomorrow, because it means facing my fears. i'm not so good at that. night, back to bed for me!
dandlioneyes at 6:44 am