28 April 2003
procrastiNATION
so i am suffering the worst bout of procrastination ... ever. i'm convinced of it.
this damn topical paper, need to turn it in, and have some kind of separation anxiety making it hard to turn in. like i can't part with it, though god knows i want to.
oh yes. and the orals. rapidly encroaching. can i study for the damn things? its not as if i have read. much. at. all. this. whole. damn. year.
and then again, will they fail me?
naw.
because.
well, just because.
i have funding for next year. because i will quit if they fail me. indeed i will.
so the anxiety is bad. but i'm hanging in there. eating cold, refrigerated canned tropical fruit. which may sound gross to ya'll, but it isn't. it is DAMN good.
later gaters.
dandlioneyes at 9:00 pm