15 August 2003
voyeurism, banner ad, reality tv, and my move
i've been married for 2 months as of yesterday. and the first 6 weeks were bliss. and then we had two hard weeks, and the hardness/difficulty WILL continue. nothing to do with our marriage, but extenuating/external circumstances. i guess it is a bizarre form of strengthening our marriage as well, actually. trials and tribulations of. me. etc. yeah.
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9 days and counting before the move to germany takes place.
meaning less updates when i'm over there until i get settled in, but then the obsessive frenzied updating will continue. you mark my words.
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portland this weekend. next weekend, illinois. the weekend after that, i'll be in bonn. oh my god, i can hardly believe it.
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i want to read some serious stuff on buddhism. and on zen. i think i need a little bit of - not enlightenment, no, not even religion. organized thought. a philosophical system. yeah. that. in my life.
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i posted a banner. let us see what, if anything, it does. and the voyeurism starts ... NOW! welcome, bizarre and fascinating strangers. leave me a note if you stop by.
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this is like reality TV. we want to know and pry into other people's lives. why is that?
later gaters.
dandlioneyes at 10:26 am