15 July 2004
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i�m sitting here in my archives encore une fois, like i do quite frequently, and am fantasizing about a fellowship i just found out about and will apply for. it is a three year postdoc, but you don�t have to be finished with the phd before you end up starting, which is excellent. that�s all i�m gonna say about it right now but it makes me want to do backflips. oh yes. and it is really nifty.
i.want.this.postdoc.with.whipcream.ontop.please.thankyou.
�nuff said.
oh.and.a.cherry.ontop.
.please.
thank you.
an hour later. i still want the fellowship, but forgot to mention this bizarre dream i had last night, not unlike my recurring math-anxiety dream where i am in my senior year in highschool and i have not done any calculus homework and have gone to no class and the final is the next day and i will not be allowed to graduate if i don�t hand in all that homework....
but that was the recurring dream. last night i also dreamt about a math exam, but one that was to be 6 hours long; it was cummulative - and when i say cummulative, i mean cummulative: calculus, geometry, addition, subtraction, all those lovely things.... my love was still trying to make me memorize what the sin, cosine, and tangent of various angles were, but that was the least of my worries. it was weirdly stressful, and i weirdly tried to cheat. very odd.
dandlioneyes at 4:35 pm